form of lack of sharing...

i don't share
i don't share you
i don't share, you know?

do you understand this?
i don't share 'much'
not because i can't share
but because i don't share...
rhetoric?

you and i,

when i see
you sharing,
i can't take it
i am a bloody possessive person
'one should not be possessive'
says my head,
may be too much is at stake
i don't know
but i don't let that happen.
i feel i can't give it up
i can't give you up
i want to posses you entirely
and that's where i back out
i freeze
not you

but you and i

i am a stupidly man
i am

i get shaken
i get worried
i get jealous
i get disturbed
i get bothered
i get vibrant
i get worried
i get terrified
i get upset
mostly with myself
for being 'such'

such is
an asshole
a pachyderm
spineless
and
loving too,
i hope

well
my reluctance is a million doller baby
am trying to put to rest...