the status...

your status message asked,
'why would someone die for a line on a piece of paper...?'

i wondered,
why would anyone die for any reason?

he being LW say in his TLP,
6.4311 Death is not an event in life: we do not live to experience death. If we take eternity to mean not infinite temporal duration but timelessness, then eternal life belongs to those who live in the present. Our life has no end in just the way in which our visual field has no limits.

what do we live for
is measured for intensity
by saying
s/he gave her/his life for it
s/he died for it

it's the passion for sure
it's the life for sure
we live to live

for the eternal thought
for 'my beliefs'
for the flow of life...
for a complete being...

that's some shit
ain't it?

at will... and beyond...

i held on to a line
'life is such'
some day i would say
'life is a bitch'

well
that rhymes and all the jazz
the point is not that

it took long time
for my empty head to feel that
it is rather empty
it took even more time
to feel that the missing beat
is simply because the heart was lost

the heart kept in a cage
beyond a few galaxies
kept 'safe'

i have a daft disconnected head
and a hollow beatless heart

an idea of an emotion
and
an emotion about a thought

i went on in circles

too much of an effort to
'understand love'

how stupid is that?

so here i am
grounded
a good hit of reality
a sense of belonging
a life for living...

wishes are to be willed
i wish
and
it will...

amen...