at will... and beyond...

i held on to a line
'life is such'
some day i would say
'life is a bitch'

well
that rhymes and all the jazz
the point is not that

it took long time
for my empty head to feel that
it is rather empty
it took even more time
to feel that the missing beat
is simply because the heart was lost

the heart kept in a cage
beyond a few galaxies
kept 'safe'

i have a daft disconnected head
and a hollow beatless heart

an idea of an emotion
and
an emotion about a thought

i went on in circles

too much of an effort to
'understand love'

how stupid is that?

so here i am
grounded
a good hit of reality
a sense of belonging
a life for living...

wishes are to be willed
i wish
and
it will...

amen...