you have been what are
you are what you are
you will be what you are to be
i probably have not been what you wanted me to be
i probably am not what want me to be
i shall not be what you want me to be
you and i making a ‘we’ is a wonder
you changed
and change is the only permanent thing…
i have been the odd man out,
i have been trying to cope with you
i walked fast to catch you
i ran till i went breathless
i didn’t catch you
i couldn’t catch you
i am the odd man out.
i didn’t understand the changes
they were as obvious as the weather changes
(well currently the weather is not very consistent either)
you always been in the pattern
i always tried to pop-up or drop-down
my eagerness to see you, to be with you seems unreal to you?
it makes me feel so lonely, you would have no idea.
well
what the hake
anyway
whatever
this is all rubbish
as temporary as my anguish
forget it…
you change,
i will be what i know to be…